Saturday, January 8, 2011

Is This "Him"?

He just came out of nowhere. I mean, he was there for 2 years. He was an interesting friend to have in my life. He was always the funny guy that would take my dwelling on my stressful day away. When things were hard, he always had the right things to say. He gave me the strength to believe that whatever seemed like a problem...was actually NOTHING....
Then....the butterflies began to  rumble in my stomach. I began to get nervous when we chatted. Always worrying about whether or not what i said will come off as something silly. Aahh! .... The constant wondering if hes with another woman? Has he found someone that he wants to get serious with? So I finally told him.....I finally told him how i felt. You know, i wasnt a chump! so i had to make it seem like it was a guess; like it wasnt that serious of a thing. But It really was. He gave me hot flashes. He made my heart jump whenever i heard my aim sing out that it was him. I was absolutely crazy about him. Then He called me.
If there was ever anything that made my hands sweat; my heart skip a few beats; or make me stutter....it was him....He was just the most beautiful person to me. Not only physically but inside and out. I wanted him.....
So Now...I Told him that i want more than what we had agreed that it would be. I wanted him! Just him....no one else....Is he "THe One"? .....

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